sorry.

sorry for the not updating anything.i have to say.i m too stress.i know.this is easy for u all.n me.actually not exactly stress.i got the chance to eat.got the chance to peep at the tv.but no chance to use the comp.i dont wana explain the whole thing all along again.lol.

yeah.today is sosososo gona be a funky dunky friday.omg.know whats the date of today or not???


omg.so special rite.this is the 'four-year-once' day man.n this also tells us that.march is coming.time past dast isnt it?*zhomp zhomp zhomp*brenda is not the lil girl anymore.facing tonnes of problems.i wana go back to last time.the time where i will fool here n there.without knowing what's going on.not knowing those 'economic.pressure.friends.love.studies.compatatite.' problems.wtf.i don likey .

owh.one more.i haf to thanks wen lee here.sorry if i hur your feelings.becos.when the thing happens.wen lee is the one sitting besides me.what to do.she gets the oppoturnity.how u spells it??lol.who cares.ytd if i m not mistaken.smth happens n the blur girl go like '...........................'.she speaks alot.i mind to tell heere.but i can tell u.

her way of thinking is.she will stand up for anyone who she feels pity n she feel its correct.

cool ryte.thats why i say.i always wana be like her.she is brave to stand up for friends.n i.i don think i can.><.i m not a person to rely on.as shee foong said.i m not the one that can make him ttrust quite surely.lol.i know.n u guys are too good for me.=D.

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

mixture.

i guess i have to say sorry if i ruined your day.ruined your mood.lol.for me.today was a day that is mixed by happiness.disapontment.anger.joy.

i was sososoos disapointed that my malay marks was sooooo low.dont ask about it.cos.i dont wana mention abt it.its so ewwwwwwwwwww.ahah.n my math too.i didnt really like my marks.

about the happy one.i saw farina today.thanks god that she is so fine that can smile n omg.i miss her.it's like.i din saw her few days n i keep hunting for her .=D.babeh.i nid u.lol.i hope theres nothing more happens at her.NOT ONLY HERA.is AMONG ALL OF U.i will collepse ever.its might sounds too serious eh.but maybe not that serious but i dont hope to heard any bad thing that happens.cos U GUYS ARE THE BEST.N GOD BLESS YOU.!thats why.<3

lol.i felt sorry that i cant prove that much .u might not beliff me that much.lol.all i can do is.i will try my superb bestt to prove to u i m reliable.or isit rely-able??lol.which one sounds better?n owh my dear wai yien.i don meant to hear your apologize.what i need from u is.please.be happy.if there is problem .brenda is here.i will always be with you.

sometimes i saw somthing from her eyes.but.she wasnt willing to tell n i have to leave it aside.no harm to talk to me ryte.grrr.i isnt a monster.

forever?

sorry if you will get fasturated with this.but i can say.this might be a quite long post.

who believes in FOREVER??????

mostly in love wil say yes.some arent in love will say yes to.some wont be thinking.n i.i don know.no i mean i noe.i will say no.sorrry.i don quite believe in forever.once u fall,u will gain the pain forever.

n omg.i m thinking smth this few days.what my feelings was.i m far apart from my friends.i wont go like.specific who.u might know who.u might not.sorry wai yien.I BRENDA NG was emo.n she is emo.she will not be emo.=D.

the way they goes on their topic.is moving it far far far away from brenda.indirectly larh.maybe i m slightly too sensitive but.i m born to be like that.what i saw was.i might get tooo far from u all.omg.that causes hearteache man.*zhap zhap zhap*knife is stabbing in n blood is flowing.

isit my fault.i will get so guilty thinking all these.it's becos i didnt pay effort n love on my friends n thats what i get?this sounds not right.so what.that's what brenda thinking.n i.m trying to tell u what i m thinking now.i actually felt bad if i m blur with your anything.i felt that it's my fault.i don likey.i promised.not to make me feel guilty.not to go too far apart btw u n me.<3.owh..thx fahim for the so called 'talk'.ahaha.he took of some sort of emo on me.=D

day of joyful

lol.i m sosososososososo sorry.i noe i should post ytd ryte?lol.sry sry sry.ytd i was absolutely bz with da tuitions.get it?tuitionSSSSS.arhg.thats tirig.after the tuitionSSS i slept.

ytd basiiclly is a dae people shourting.clapping.screaming.n llaughing.i gone crazy.yes.i dunoe why.who cares why.so we go like.'blablablablabalalbalbababalablablablablablabalb' all along the school path.??ryte these ppl.i mean us.i noe.what to do.

n tdy.shee foongn the gang came my hse.another tiring dae.n then we went hui xuan hse.lol.i likey her hse.the way it renovates larh.but i still like mine moreeeee.her dogdog was super hyper active.ahahahahahhahahahah.n we fooled mike n amelia the whole day.i dunnoe what they did in the car.but i can see.*don la bully amelia litat.lol.childishhhhhh*n owh yeah.shee foong.owe me a cup of teh tarik yooooooo.n the secret.lol.from the begeining i haf the sense that what it is larhhhh.i can read your mindddddd.=D

hmph.tuition's yelling aat brennnndaaaaaaaa again.i m sorry.i will make sure the next post is a long long one.yes.

the friday

lol.i tell u.i was sosososososo mad at school tdy.whywhywhy.that f*cking pn teoh la.damn her la.she was sososososososososososooso insulting.n she loves those super insultng words.wad 'donkey ' la.n omgomgomg.'stupid.'

she will go like.'canot LAUGH!'.or.'wth.i don get wad u guys doin .'or if not.'omg.u guys no brain ke.?u guys blaaaaaaa.'or she will bab.'u guys looks smart.but actually NOT la i found out.'wtfffff.she is so !@#%$!@#!.where got ppl talk like that one.summore canot laugh.whats the problem.baking n laughin.grrrrrrr.i tell u i will stabb her if i could.haha.especially wen lee.she get mad easily.she go like.*bing bing bang bang*she wana made 'noise'.ahaha.she get mad too easily.but that damn teacher seriously.@#*^$@#% larhhhhhh.

n today was special...........after school.we stayed bac.me.wai yien n wan tching.n then.we WERE SUPER BORING.so.wai yien decided to go bac.what can i do.go her hse la.so we called .bac home. .*tuuuuut.blaa.*n yes.go her hse ambil angpau la...yay!n funny things came.since her mum just came out from her hse.so we wana walk to shee foong hse n suprised him.thats what we thought.half way walking.wai yien turned bac n said thats her mums car.

so.3 donkeys go run like hell to 'chase' the car.wth.funny?i can tell u.very funny.until i laugh like no one cares.serious.wai yien run like 'omg.i m late'or smth like that.she looks sosososo serious.me n the wan tching.i dunnoe why.we still run.not that fast like wai yien did.n we laughed.wakakakakakakakaka.i almost died there becos of laughing too much.*lack of oxygen la*it makes us thought of something.ahahahhaahhaahha.

but.i didnt went wai yiens hse.i went wan tching hse first.i bath at her hse.=D.wear her clothes.hahahaha.n we still.continue the super hyper giggle.giggle biggle miggle.=D.while waiting for wai yien to come.i tell u.she is just like a super i so called 'high class' girl.not la she rich anot.but ryte.i tell u..her bro summore haf to hold the 'super big' umbrella.walk her to wan tching hse.omgomgomg.i hope to haf a bro litat of course.but ryte.its so like.'a baby??'i mean.y cant u walk WITHOUT an umbrella.summore ur bro haf to hold it like he is ur slave.

n then.they phoned shee foong n mike.they came.n i dunnoe what happened next becos.i got to go.omg.my mum came so early.so not good.ew.ahahah.its ok.

anyway.today was seriously funfun fun.thx u guys .bborrowed me your clothes.babbabbab like mad with me.laughlaughlaugh like crazy wid me.thanks=D

<3

tml is valentines day worh.happy?happy ?happy?lol.hope so ryte.just enjoy wadever u haf.

wana listen a story.???????????????????????a i so called'silly billy donkei' story.

sound interesting ryte.its smth like that.yesterday.i recieved a msg.its from an unknown.n it was smth like.happy valentines day.n i ignored.some how that number seems to be fermiliar.as i said.i ginored.n not longer after.another one.from the same number.n now.i noe who.damn.guess who.*who la*.swt.its a girl.i don really know her.but i know she is my ex's girlfren.lol.the way she meant was.'i grabbed ur bf donkey.'swt.i felt so funny.cos.don u feel that she is silly.

from the early century i said 'I HAF NO FEELINGS TOWARDS HIM ANYMORE'.lol.n seriously.i laughed.a loud one.i didnt know that there;s peeople more LAME than me.omgomgomg.ahaha.n i still ignore her.until her boyfren called me.swt ryte.she tak syok i tak reply then she go call her bf.wth.i don get what she expect her bf say.

lol.a sweet call.aahaha.we chated for so long.what to do.we can talk everything.girls la.clothes la..he bab i nag.but we are frens.cant ppl get that.simple as that.n guess what was his first sentence?SORRY.omg.aaahaha.kesian la he haf to apologize becos of that silly girl.ahaha.*blaaablaaablaaablaaablaaabla*guess how long we chated?1 hours n 2 minutes.wth.expensive ryte when the bill comes.who cares.

actually.i m trying to tell u.don waste your time n money to do smth seriously imposible la.me n him?if u ask like that i can tell u super imposible.wtf.ahaha.kay.i hope u guys won do such silly stuff kay.don cope from smth that is imposible.n if u ask me.how can i still chat with him n wadever.its becos.i lovve him more than a fren but less that a boyfren.=Dn turn on the radio now.lotsa ncie romantic music.

♠♥♣◊

yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyyo.happppppppy cny........==

omgf.holidays' peeling off .means.*VALENTINES DAY COMIN!!*donkey.i mean.don think those things first.it's exam ..lol.actually.i don care.cos.what i noe is.enjoy my new year kao kao.who cares what's gona happen on the next day.that's y.enjoyyyyyy.

lol.not much angpau this year.T.T.i met a fren of mine.not the one i said in my blog.the other one.same story.my dad noes his mum.so we are so called fren.but we arent close.i didnt saw him for quite some times already.

i felt so sad that he joined a so called gang.n he smoked.but what i can see was.he changed.he quit smoke.he quit gang.thats great ryte.actually.i m just telling u guys not to smoke.in the other way.i felt happy for him.he manage to quit.thats good ryte.

u noe why.he is smart.another genius la.n he is attractive.wow.swt.he is great in sports too.he has muscle.^^.not like my 'wadever' bro.wana show off his 'omg' ribs.

lets say cheers

yes.tomorow.after 98754876486 minutes.ahaha.its cny dudes.it sounds so dam berat sebelah ryte.i noe.sorry.but.c'on.lets just celebrate together.okie dokie?

yes yes.

lets say together.say out loud .loud .loud.!


yes.n then.please.wish your fren.n if u are allowed.msg them.thats so gonnabe sweet n warm.n i m sory i cant really send that much msg.as i tried.haha.emakku bagi budget la.what can i do?u belanja me la.so sorry.

lets don talk abt this.omg.its gona be HOLIDAES.yoyoyoyoyoyoyo.say YO.*YO*..brenda mmg ss.what are u guys gona do durin holidaes???study*ew man.it didnt rawk our holidaes*.sleep*wth.*or.shopping*yes yes yes*.ahaha.no matter what.if u are goin out.be careful la skt.u noe la.CNY.abit la bahaya.u noe i noe la.of course.if u
stay at home n study.u are good.n i m speechless.cos.i m not gona study durin cny man.

n ryt.brenda the retarted.just now i went care4 n i keep bang on things.what la.i m thinking if we can haf alot alot of party .*2c reunion??==*i m excited with it.but i tell u.thats just a plan.so.STUDY FIRST LALALALAL.n after pmr.we are gona rock like we did.okay?*please say yes*.

so.happie chinese new year to those who are celebrating.to those who arent.happie holidaes.get rid of ur holidaes properly.wakakakak

new year mercy

lol.i went tesco.i went giant too.its quite a big difference man.tesco was seriously pack.it's like.holly-wadever.n giant was hollu quite.omg.i don get it why is there such a big diff.maybe.tesco sells cheaper things?I DUNNOE.

n what i heard was.alot people balik kampung.i blk kampong too weyh.kat klang.hahahaha.isnt that too near?who cares.lets just don care.

n today.i was exhausted.yes.i used too much energy on the school time?might be.i laughed so much today man.since very fewer teacher came into our class.

sorry this is gona be a quite short post.but don worry.i found a damn nice song.a song quite alike what happen to me.=D


=Denjoy babehs.I DO LOVE U ALL!

yupie duppie.

yes.chinese new year is soon.i m totally excited.as i said.I DUNNOE WHY.i just get excited.obviously not abt ang pau.nt abt out fits.maybe.HOLIDAYSSSSS.

means.finally i can rest.without thinkin.'i still got any hw left out?'i hate that question.eww man.it suckeys.

n owh yea.not onlee new year.i really really felt sorry.i wanted to talk abt valentines day but i forgot la.i m so sorryie.i cant affort to gif all of u.i even strugglle to gif my wai yien n wan tching anot.yes.THEY ARE MINE.hands off chao jian.shoooo man.

seriously.you guys are in my heart.forever.so dont worry if i didnt gif u or smth.n OFCOURSE.must gif brenda la.ahahahahahahahaha.jk.it's so up to u.what i hope is.please remember me.brenda ng hueh min.thats all.simple as that.if u really wana gimme ryte.ahaha.I DONT MIND.

p/s.donkei.i wont drunk.never.

brenda is a blue girl.

lol/lets dont talk about the blue thingie first.talk abt just now.i went dinner at kl.with amelia.her family.n 2 more family.i tell u she dam bad.she go cubit me.T.T.kesian betul ryte.ahaa.yeah. i helped my mum to drank finish the wine.so what.normal la.amelia.ajeh like'wad la brenda ni. ALCHOHOLIC lalalal'wtf.whats the problem with alchohol la.i m sorry i said that.i mean to those muslims.i noe i m bad.what to do.but seriously.wine tu larh normal.not got drugs or what ryte.

brenda is still anti-smokers.hopefully.brenda isnt drunk.yes i am not a drunk woman.

k.wana noe why i m a blue girl?yesterday.i did post that quiz thingie ryte.i love doin quiz la.its so nice.i asked fahim to do one of it.

WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR BRAIN?
his was green.n guess what.

BRENDA ONE WAS BLUE.omg.

merentas desaaaaaaAaA

yes today.so fun so fun.swt.like i did run jeh.i didnt run.no man.aku mmg tak de stamina.n i m the lazy doggie.what to do.

what i noe was.i had been insulted by mr carlos benjamin GOONTINGG.evil la u.i noe i noob dunit to insukt me kay.u bad bad boi.haha.

owh. n i saw fahim they all at taipan.i din get the chance to say hi .so.fine.

i forgot smth yesterdayyyy.yesterdayyyyyyyyy was the first day of februari.!means.?!


om.one day n another.one moth edi.i would want the time to go back to the past.to the part especially that choral speaking one.that one i forever WONT forget.no.is actually every single lingle mingle memories pun aku tak kan LUPA.

but the choral speaking one.seriously.memorable.omg.from a 'wadd-the -heck' one.until a 'we-are-a-champion' one.fuiyohhhhh.

how long we spent?i dunnoe.how much effort we put in?i dunnoe.how we did it? COS WE ARE THE CHAMPION MARH.

lol.sweat.but seriously.congrats to those who achieve anything tdy.those who didnt.nevermind.do a betta try next year.

owh owh.ytd ryte.i did the i called it' 'quest' quest.lol.fun.

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a laid back person with rather low energy. You aren't lazy... you *are* sensitive and empathetic. You are reserved and not very outgoing. You are deeply thoughtful and introspective. You have a lot of control over your actions and emotions. You are extravagant, over the top, and indulgent. You set trends and influence people. You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.

omgf.poor communicator.sad brenda.not good not good.T.T

shhhhh.

since U dowan me to talk much.i will just bab alil onlee.

as someone.or maybe most of u noe what happz abt the hawtie faweena.lol.sakit hatiku when i heard that.since that's smth not good.lets dont talk.

cheer up babeh.i noe u will find smth better than that one.
i will be on your side.
i beliff you wont let yourself down
just becos it's not worth it to let your tears down.xp
smile babeh.u smiles bring a sun shinny-licious day.

faweena
brenda
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