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it's when we were together, still together, now and forever. x3

We are the two cekap's of SMK Seafield
class of 07'

We are 14 year old's going to 15. We left form 2 with loads of hopes.

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happy holssssssss.
parttayyyyyyyy people.
PMR exam :)
choral speaking.
bdae buzz
boohoo
Here in my home
weeeeeeweeeeeee
<3
belated belated.

November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008
October 2008
December 2008
March 2009


Who's 2 Cekap? We are :D

Hazim; 20th September 08'
Ariff; 4th March 08'
Amelia; 20th March 08'
Amir; 26th October 08'
Carlos; 15th April 08'
Wai Yien; 26th May 08'
Chao J.;
Shee Foong; 22nd November 08'
Dicken; 28th July 08'
Edwin;
Fahim; 24th January 08'
Farah; 4rd June 08'
Fibril; 11th April 08'
Hanan; 21st October 08'
Haziq; 13th June 08'
Chuan Wei; 12th June 08'
Wan Tching; 16th September 08'
Farina; 8th December 08'
Jihan; 18th December 08'
Julian; 3rd June 08'
Boon hui; 1st July 08'
Se Yieng;
Leslie; 27th January 08'
Ah Giaw; 13th March 08'
Bryan; 11th December 08'
Shafiq; 6th August 08'
Mike; 22nd October 08'
Nasri; 25th April 08'
Ridhuan; 10th December 08'
Azim; 16th July 08'
Brenda; 27th December 08'
Fazeerah; 3rd June 08'
Mas Adila; 18th August 08'
Aina; 16th June 08'
De Yao; 8th April 08'
Shaun;
Khaleda; 15th October 08'
Wen Lee; 12th June 08'
Ting Wei;
Hui Xian; 26th December08'
Vera Lee; 23rd September 08'

Thursday, January 31, 2008

yoyo.ryte after faweena.

haha.i noe i noe.i m emo to.but.noe.please.dump away your emo.i wont want u to be emo.cos.emo doesnt change anything but hurt everyone.maybe not exactly everyone but atleast.me.please please please please please.no no no no no no no emo.i mean not exactly not at all but please.cut down.haha.should i use the word cut down.

woah i tell u.pn chong ryte.dunnoe why i can slighty accept her now.maybe she is not that mean .maybe is for our own good.but i DUNNOE.i can tell u i wana be like her.ofcourse not her 'dislikey - eww -wth' tempered but.seriously her english is so good.fantastic.n she noes alot languages.i wana learn that from her.i wana learn how tough she is.i dunnoe why.from her eyes.i can feel that.it's ok if u doesnt agree cos.i don gif a damn.

come.stop talking abt school.stop abt wadever happens now.

let's talk abt memories.my memories.wana noe wana noe/??*yes .100000x*lol.maybe u don wana noe so just shh.let me express la sikit.i don care.n I DON MIND TO SHARE.not about 2cekap.not about so elderly age.something.something silly billy from brenda.so.u might noe me better.n also to make u happier.

if u had read my blog.u will saw one of the post was abt retarted brenda.ok.no matter u noe anot.read if u wana noe.shoo if say no.

brenda.i wished to be the brenda i was.last time.i m silly.fuiyoh.sangat silli billi one i tell u.there was once i went SOGO.if u noe where tats great.but that place.i won forget.cos.too memorable.my mum brought me to toilet.since i m not 'interested ' to pee.so i waited exactly outside my mum's door.

my mum was so concern that 'please darl.don ever put your finger in that gap.'once more.n again.n again.n the last time she said.she seriously said.'brenda.mummie tell u okay.u arh.no no put your finger there okay?if not pain pain de arh?i don understand why she remind me so many times.she has 6th sense?

wowowowowo.guess what happening next??i m smart that i didnt put my damn finger inside.???or i really stuff my finger at that narrow gap??or.i ran off??hahahahahahhahaha.i m not smart.of course.

I STUFFED MY DAMN DAMN FINGER IN THAT LIL LIL GAP LA!!!!!!

*tolong tolong*lol.my first react was.'mumie.my hand hor.dunnoe why stick at the door edi.'wtf.i didnt cry la.maybe i m smart in the other way.but what i noe is my finger was so so so so freezing.n i saw inside my nails all reed red.bloody red la.*incase u dunnoe what is bloody red.bloody red is the red.that our blood's red*.indirectly.i can say my finger nail was bleeding.

my mum stunned there.she really really dunnoe what to do already.until she shout my dad in n my dad slowly pull my finger out.whats next/???of course la HOSPITAL!n the car onlee i started to cry.wtf.brenda retarted..!!!!yes i am.

i still remembere.once reach there i was so freeze.dadie took my bro;s jacket for me.so it seems better.than.i cant really look cos i m still SOBBING.its pain kay.P.A.I.N.n the most fun thing.

X-RAY

n i m onlee a child.i stopped cry then.since i dunnoe wad that was.it was so queer i tell u.ahaha.the doctor haf to take the tape n stick my hand to the 'wadever but smth like bed' table or wadever.so excited la.ahahahaha.if he didnt tape my hand there.my hand could be moving here n there.escape from the ray??lol.

until now.my finger.hmph.

MY FINGER WAS PERFECT LA...LALALALALAAL

actually not.if u look nicely.there's one of them ada sikit sikit bengkok.just a bit.ahahah..

lol.my story ends.n owh yea.shee foong.thx for the talk .n i noe.2C IS FOREVER IN MY HEART.n....to those who are moody.chere up.if u are sad.think of 2c.somthing to make you enegetic.

as i said.i will be there for u all.




i promise.i m there for u all.



[brenda]




Here to blog.

Alright, I'm here. Blogging, blogging, and still blogging. Damn that's irritating. Anyways, what's about the plan about gatheringg. PLAN FROM NOWWWW. COLLECT MONEYY TO GO OUTT :D Later susah wor and bren dear, gentingg is TOOO FAARRR. How to go there? Seriously, give out ideaaa!I am very very very boredd. I miss two cekap sooo mucchhhh. SOOOO MUCCCHH. I wanna hug ya'll now TT. Very emooooo.

-Faweena



Wednesday, January 30, 2008

yes yes yes.40th post.

i dont know why.i m so excited on the 40th post.yes.super hyper.not relli.today i was happy at first.one n only homework worh.that's math summore.my fav subject.so i thought of playing comp n on9 after that.since today i gt 2 tuition summore.so.i opened my book.

omg.! it's like so damn alot.!!

my eyeballs *dup dup* drop down la ofcourse.come on.n pn poh wants it by tommorrow.actually i havent finished the workbook but i dont think she is gona use that tml.so leave it.crap la.that text book exercise thingie waste my whole beautiful afternoon man.. 4-6 ...7.30 - 9.tuition.came bac n do until 10.30.eww.my hands are telling me 'we dont likey math hw'.yes i noe.i dont likey to.

lololololololololololo.

talk abt class gathering or trip?not considered as a trip.nothing really comes out but.there is an idea.smth abt like that.after PMR.so make sure u guys did well first.n at first nak pegi genting.but i will absolutely say no.eh come on la fren.i believe half off our ex=classmates parents i gurantee will say no.who look after us?n alot more things lea.so lagoon is the ideal one.

i dunnoe why suddenly got such thing happens.n i did heard smth from 2f/07 was smth litat.lol.i m not trying to say anything but.maybe they got gurdians.n maybe they are independence.not like we dont.but as a 'wadever i am' i will still say no.maybe 3 more years.n that's where we should go.definitely not NOW.

i beliff we can still haf fun at heere ryte.if we are happy together.no matter where la also the same.kan betul?so.what u should do now is.STUDY.although i m not touching my book.bwahahah.one more thing we all can do.maybe in a different way but i m sure it's gona be the same.pray la duh.i pray for u u do pray for me.lol

n i found out one thing today.i didnt noe in the past.that i seriously miss 2c like hell.not until farina reminded me.n all those image came out.omg.but i m strong.my tears rolling in my eyes but not dropping.n i bet nobody notice again.haha.call me E.M.O dooooo.who doesnt emo?imposible .don worry.

i m not goin to cry.
i will try.
cos i will shout out loud to the sky.
that i will neva let 2c die.

that's so callled emo.yes farina.i noe how much u missed 2c.i noe how much u miss me.chey chey.sajeh nak belagak.i mean.the same wway.i noe how much i miss u.n all of u u u u uu u u.!!!don u dare to not say hi to me when u met or meet me!

[don worry be happie.i will always be here.]

not when they are in love cos.u noe i noe la.



Tuesday, January 29, 2008

wadever

this is so gonna be a wadever post.since i dunnoe what to name it.allow me to do so.in my world.many happened today.

from my very unpleasant morning.until i reach school.my laughter came out.when i saw wen lee.my feelings told me not to be moody infront of her.or even all of u.since that unpleasant thingie not that unpleasant until i cant laugh even.doo.who m i.brenda ng hueh min kay.i will die wothout laughing or wadever litat.yes.i am me.so i just act like a normal ordinary brenda ng.


guess what.wadever lol.no.we got 3 free periods from the begeining of de pmd.great ryte.not exactly free.there was work but i done it.tembak la ofcourse.n thx bryan for his kindness.he borrowed or lend.??lol i hate these words.i m confuse with it..super confuse.just ignore.n i read the book.a book wen lee read .but not bryan's book.i cant withstand my damn mood so i read.i don think people can know what i m thinking.if wan tching n wai yien were there.i bet they noe.not that wen lee n amelia tak ngam wid me or wad.but.urm.how should i explain.just that u noe la.last 2 years i duduk dgn wai yien n wan tching mostly.so.they get my heart easily.n guess what.I SUPPOSE THEY UNDERSTAND ME.get it.suppose.or maybe i can say i hope they understand.maybe not.who noes.

owh.one more bad thing.i hurt my damn leg today.it was hurt last saturday.n then.today.i terr-hurt the wound again.perfect angle.same spot.wth.PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN la.tears pun hampir jatuh.wana know how i hurt my damn leg on that saturday?u noe ryte.when u wore shoes that quite not comfortable it will hurt ur legs.just like what happened to me.a lil la that skin came off n i call it 'wadever skin came off' since i dunnoe what it called.n then.my great siblings.smart la.ter-put the damn hot water on it.so it was double hurt.i noe it's hart to imagine hw the hot water burn ur leg la but.i duwana tell details-ly here.so.2x PAIN.summore tdy one knock. 3x PAINNNNNN.poof.

n ryte.i dah letak my status away.or even somtimes online.but ryte.i m sorie i afk la shee foong.the other way u can find me is sms me ..016 to 016 is cheaper.n i supose urs was 012?lol.sry i blur.wadever.just sorry for not repplying ..seriously just urs la yang aku tak reply.lol.nola.jkjkjkjkjk.
dooooooooooodooooooooooooodooooooooooo
[brennnnn da]



Monday, January 28, 2008

belated post.

lol.i noe i m late.yeah .some of u u u started to blame.wth.brenda forgot leslie bdae la.or maybe brenda ni.lazie siut.2cekap-ians bday pun tak nak wish skt skt.lol.if u haf those thinking.i can advise u to cancell every of those.before u read this post.

deleted?if not.go delete before i get mad.

wadever.lalala.yes.

happie belated bdae leslie.

as i promised u i post tdy.
he noes why.
my comp's problem.
n u wana ask why my comp always got problem.
i can tell u
i super poor.
teruk one all my stuff.==.
atleast i admit.so stop ur damn insulting.
wadever i m .it's none of ur buiness.
as i said i wont write ur name here.bos ur name sucked.just like how u insult ppl.as*0
sorry for that.lol.a way to warn those darn donkey?lol

bac to our topic n ignore those donkey.n i tell u.dont u guys dare to insult ppl litat.=D.i beliff u guys wont.

leslie.....................
he is tall talll tall boy in a fun fun fun fun class.[2c/07 la ofcourse]
hmph.he is seriously best to be with.the way he make u laugh when u are moody.
he is just like a big kor kor.
the way a tallie n a shortie playing chinese chess.

his smile turns others moody into happy.xp


yes.u make me laugh.i meant 90% of my laughter came from u.


omg.i seriously miss 2c.i m ill now.i miss leslie.the way he read .especially english.lol.nola.the way we used to play.

fahim ajeh nak duduk belakang.with d gang.nasri.azim.hazim.fibril.ariff.ridhuan.haziq.omg

leslie n the gang.belakang pintu.itulah gang yang suke ponteng.les.julian.chao jian. ah boon.bryan.liang giaw.omg

hui xuan n the other 3.ting wei.se yieng.vera.maple gang.

n u guys.the hot hot one.sitting infront.adila.khaleda.aina.fazeerah.jihan.hanan.farina.farah.omg omg omg.

n the santa gang.shee foong.edwin.shaun.mike.de yao.dicken.

sorry if i left ur names out.cos my memory isnt good.come n test la.lol.n carlos i dunnoe where to group him.he ni.flowsssss here n there.n shafiq alsoooooo

sorry if u mind i seperate u guys litat.doesnt mean that u guys racist or wad la.we still joined ryte.we didnt like tak syok tak syok ryte.just something for me to remember u.=D

i heard something is running on.when that's clear.i will tell u guys.cos now.i m still blur.ahaha.

[happie bdae les.]
-brenda]



Saturday, January 26, 2008

weekendyie

-wait a minute.i should post this last friday i think.sorry i didnt.so.read back whatt happen.-

i felt so so sorry to fahim ytd.until i cant sleep la.lol.what happen was.i walk walk walk n that big big su was so shinning.i mean ytd afternoon 12 smth.n then.fahim came in de diff direction.since that big big sun so 'shinny'n since my eyes cant tahan abit of brightness.seriously my eyes cant bared to look at those sunlight thingie.so i looked down n i didnt saw fahim.lol.n he wallked through me n he was like.'sombong la brenda ni.'n guess what was my reaction.i tell u.my brain moves slow.slower than the tortoise one.so.i oso forgot what i really say.but i m sure that's smth nonsense.i m so sorry fahim.i dont meant to not say hi one.n of course i tak
S.O.M.B.O.N.G!!!

i m not.even a lil.maybe sometimes but that's just smth like kidding lol.so dont take it in your heart.lol.=D.

yeah.tdy.i saw wen lee wearing sscouts uni.so kewt.that shirt was slightly large for her.ahaaha.the way she run.itik itik la.lol.but don worry .i suppose she is someone tough.she can do it deeeeeee.ahaha.let's wait n look what she will achieve.lol.achieve?or.??what will she be??lol.or should i say how long she can stand.==.

farinaaaaaaa.i noe.i miss 2c 07 too.alot alot alot.our flew away but i m sure the love are still there riteeeeee?do say yes.

sometimes.
we will just smiled to each other.
we will say 'hi'.maybe cant make it for a chat but.
that 'hi' are meaningful.to me la ofcourse.
i cant control your mind.
how u wana think is your problem.
i bukan mastermind.=D
i can read your mind but not control it ryte.
if i can i wont too.
it's so not good to force someone to do smth the person dont like.
just like.people dont likey u then u go stuff money in his pocket n call him to say.'i love u'
wth.nonononono.that's gona be a big big big big NO to me.i dont like that way
u love someone by heart.not $.
useless.not worth it.fake.n it will fade one day.
not like how i miss 2c.C=

[friends.just friends.true friends.
u can see somthing true from he/her eyes.
nothing to do with money .
not sacarstic.no anything to do with 'i be fren with her just becos......'
eww.i hate those phrase.]






Thursday, January 24, 2008

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

lol.today.kinda like the first time i do this kinda thing.lol.u wana noe wad kinda thing.those kinda thing la.lol.read la if u wana noe.sho shoo if u dun wana noe.

k.it started when i saw wen lee had reached.earlier than me.that's so not normal.lol.so.she brought her cake out n show me.not her cake.2 slice of cake from me n her for dee fahim boi.i m sorie la bkn secret recipe.wen lee jalan sesat.she didnt used to go taipan so she blur.n owh yeah.she bought cake n i go buy choc.-bekerjasama-.lol.n then we share share pay.lol.==.we are L.A.M.E as i told u.nop.those actually fully filled with friendship=D

n theeeeeeeen.we go find the kantin abang.'bang,boleh ltk kat sini x?nanti rehat kami ambil blk.' that abang arh.lol.at first call us put at the ice cream 'box' or wadever u called that.n then.end up we left it in the fridge since there was space there.*.-.first time i walkedd there .with wen lee ofcourse.n she started first.n aku tambah minyak tambah garam or wadever.cos i noe my bm suxed.after that.things bac to normal.

since wen lee did a blue card so what we did were.of course la cari org sign.duhhhhhhhhhhhh.ran here n there.but still cant find alot of them.bkn hide n seek la skrg.swt swt.n that asraf or smth.who cares what his name is.he keep kacau until we tried so hard to ask fibril to sign.wth.sengaja nak kacau la bdk tuuuu.n everything seemed to be normal.

until the recess bell rang.n.pn dorris was still teaching.so.listened listened listened.n.'thank you pn dorris' ciao lo.go cpt cpt ke kantin n wondered that abang got makan the cake anot.lol.we love to think.==.this la that la.n finally we found fahim.that's ez to spot him la.talllest among the shortest.nola.i dont meant anything.just kidding.get it.?

K.I.D.D.I.N.G.

yeah.n all that was what i knew abt what happened.so.hope u like the cake.n ofcourse that rocher that made me cought in the trafic jam.but it's ok.>.^.

[happie bday.]
-friends are what i need.-
*wen lee expected u to cry lol*



Wednesday, January 23, 2008

bdae boi boi

come on peep let me remind u.today ops.not today.tomolooooo.is gona be fahims bdae.

HAPPIE HAPPIE BDAE LOL.FAHIM BOI!

so.if u havent get him smth if u make it then go get him smth.eh.u owe me smth la mr fahim.lol.mana bdae presentku????jkjk.so.i did a silly pic for u.

combination of u.
*sorie the words isnt clear.i suck at this laa.c.purposely do for u eh.*



i noe my 'edited' pic suck la.but dgn hati yang betul2 ikhlas.n another one for u.


W.E L.O.V.E Y.O.U!!
lol.fahim.hope u will love it.=D

hearts from 2c/07

-brenda nG=



Tuesday, January 22, 2008

choices.

before i go to the main thing i wana asked u guys abt.allow me to nagg for few senteces.shee foong.guess what.his volume besar sangat la until my whole class can hear.swt la.seriously loud larh.n owh yeah. i chopped someone's heart la canot issit?u wana try isit shee foong?come la.let's bisect u like what they did to the frog la.lol.jkjk.

okay.*bell rings* come back here.

i don get it.people love to use the word dunnoe.or maybe the wordS.hu cares la.when that question should be a yes or a no.why there is an i dunnoe.wth.i don likey this answer.but i noe i love to use these words.maybe 'i dunnoe' is used to not face the fact or.maybe u are telling a white lie.

but the problem is.people is asking for yes or no ryte.'i dunnoe' is unavailable.if u answered an 'i dunnoe ' with a great smile then people will say owh.she agrees or stuff litat.so do the opposite.what if.u are not in a great mood that day n it cause a 'u don like .i hate it. she wont be happy ' ending.swt ryte.

so.do say yes or no sometimes.with your own mouth .your language.n speak out what u are thinking.dont do some useless stuff that makes u regret.thats what we called

U.S.E.L.E.S.S.==



Saturday, January 19, 2008

saturday.schooly day.

basicly.today was a great day.guess what.pn chong had a very good mood.until she speak so politely to us.it sounds wierdoo.i noe.

today.my hand swollen.yeah that inject spot.it becomes red.maybe it's normal .n it's bloody itchy.it irritate my study mood lol.it's ok at first.when i went home.it gone worse.poooooooooof.who can stand the painess n the itchy ness lol.but i m sure my wound didnt TER-OPEN like shee foong's one.hahaha.

just ignore that.i went subang parade after school.actually we plan to go there for new year shoppings but atlast.we bring nothing but full filled stomach home.something new called G.J.i forgot what G stands for but J is for jean.lol.it's considered cheap.n it's buy 1 free 1.that's why we had a full filled stomach.i don likey.especially the cookies & cream.i dunnoe why but i just dont likey.

i m CHOOSYYIE.

not everything but somthing la.some ppl are fassy about the homework.like that pn chong.some ppl are fassy about food.like wen lee.some are fassy abt his bike.or bowling.lol.or bsb.or football or futsal.or clothes.or blaaaaaaa.

i went to sleep aftear the shop.n i havent get my new year clothes yet.wth.a nap since my inject spot was that pain.i manage to sleep after watching m00000-vies.i watched alot.n i tell u.i discourage u guys to watch heartbreak kid.i mean those who bought cd.lol.i wonder how come it havent sensored.but it's okay.one word.

F.U.N.N.Y.I.E.

what i beliff is playboy is a playboy.no matter how much he loved u.he wont changes alot for u.he wont wana let himself get into a 'trap'.as known as marriage.this mooooo-vie makes me think back.memories.it's considered as a happy memory?i dont know.i haf to say sorry cos i m the wrong one.i m sorry i didnt take it as important as u.maybe that's a lil too young for us.he told me i m the one who chopped his heart.i feel like laughing now.haha.how dare he used the word 'chopped'.who am i .murderer?!but seriously.he wont be really happy if i didnt say no to the second chance.i know my problems.i mean my immature.it's not somthing really sad to reject him if u really loved him.he is happier now.that's what i m sure.

n guess what.half way thinking .i felt asleep.chunt-ed la ku ni.my bedtime storyie.ahaha.n owh yeah.dont talk abt this first.can i know did anyone joined that essay writting competition or smth like that???it sounds pretty interesting but 1200 words .would it be too rush?but i think bryan is gonna write.

shee foong wana knows what bryan talk abt the oral.urm.basiclly.all of us have to talk about a story book.he choosed roald dahl's book.he just loves that auther.crazie in love with him lol.n he did excellent.ahaha.he talk abt a story of a rich guy.who loves gamble.n then.lol.can u guys ask him cos it's rather long to write here.

here comes a picture.dedicated to wen lee.since she jealous i did one for faweeeeeena.

n a song.dedicated to u all.



Friday, January 18, 2008

injection.ngek ngek.

roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.today is friday.i m happy whenever it's a friday.with a unreasonable reason.but today abit different.nervous..yes.nervous.especially the one behind me.a girl named voon yee .if u noe her la.n wen lee.get quite abit nerves on her.

n me.at first nothing.n then.mumbling with amelia.since i m too or maybe soo L.A.Z.I.E to copy that damn math notes.u noe wad.that pn poh go on damn fast n she expect we can copy like fax machine.or maybe photostat machine.poof.imposible.so i didnt pay reli much attetion on what she;s talking but what she is writting.

talk back about injection.i hate those damn people la.those inside 2 a n 2b dee.y cant u stop scring people in the way of telling people there kinda 'horible' story.i wanna shut my ears but they keep babling.wtf.not good man.u guys irritate my mood.

i m scared.trying to screw up?maybe.but i went in.i m brave.i summore looked at what's happening okay.not good to describe.c.how good am i.guess what.choon shee foong.damn u.dont you know how pain your original wound are. if u noe.do u noe how pain when u whack on my damn wound. BUT.yes.but.i m alrite.i m strong....woohoo.u are guilty rite?ahaha..i noe u are.
it's ok.

[love is in the air.friends make me brave.families make me strong.u guys make me manage to finish a song.==']

lame-y,
bren



Thursday, January 17, 2008

time for breathing.

wana noe smth?this is gonabe the 31 post.means.i wrote 30 smth smth at here.means my blog left out for 30 post.poof.kay.just ignore my blog.or maybe i will go n update it.lol.pn chong's wadever mood swings.very teriblely.she can be funnie n she can be fierce at the other second.wth ppl is this.n guess whu's my fav teaacher.

pn dorris.i super love her.the way she teach sejarah wont make me felt sleepy.

she is interesting.dramatic.and NOT BORING.

haha.i felt so lucky to be one of her stewdent.lol.today wasnt that good for me.early in the morning i got scolded by my mum.just becos my 'smart' sis.n then.i lost my 50 bucks.which is my onlee left money.i haf kosong now in my purse.even my piggie bank la.[i m sorie i used the word piggie cos i dunnoe wadz the thingy name other than that cos i call it ........ since i m young].


wen lee did her oral tdy.thats cool.the way she speaks.malu malu malu malu malu.but atleast better than mine.but bryan's one was the best.for my own opinion.lol.n i think pn chong likes his oral alot.n i found out that pn chong are great in several language.japanese.n 'i forgot wad's it's named by ' language.n alot.

hmph.i haf to golol.hope u guys haf a great day!
[brenda]



Tuesday, January 15, 2008

pmd..

i got byk byk wana say man.ytd dam i x syok.guess what happened.i went shell.tha usj 1 one.grr.as usual.i wil go in n buy ice-cream.n then.ytd dunnoe where that malay lady bumped out.when i m paying.gue what she say.'u looks like a chinese arh.u mix ke?'poof.marah siutt.but.i had get used to it.it happens on me byk byk times edi.maybe she saw my mum is so fair so she asked litat.lol.ignore that.go to today's pmd

what's pmd stands for?i dont know.lol.i like the part i go write comments on people's 'considered as cardboard' cardboard.i bet no one regconize my writting larh.but mostly i gave good comment eh.but i saw some eeky woords.ahaha.but i haf no idea who's card is that n who wrote that.haha

fahim.i missed ur comments n.alot alot.once teacher said litat i think of alot alot ppl.all 2c-ians.n ofcourse the ko-op ppl.n of course not 2c n ko-op-ians that 'i dunnoe how we noe' frens.lol.

i got scolded by pn periachee tdy.i suppose thats her spelling/wad larh.ko-op got duty of course larh lambat masuk.n she nags.but i m down actually.cos.i m afraid that i cant pick up.that's gona be a prob.n wen lee is hating pn choong.ahah.just becos some not reason reason.just somthing same as mine larh.is this the word LAME???

owh yeah.one more thing i like better than the cardboard one.the ya n tidak one.the one abt what colour u are one.what colour u are?tell me tell me.lol.i m greennnnnnn.+ abit of oreeeeeeeeen..+ abit of blueeeeeeee.but no gold.ahahah.it's like 19 .18.17.poof.thats great.my blue ones are the less.hmph.i'm not romantic dude.not like wan tching n wai yien.amelia not bad too.gold worh.sounds lke i m promoting them?lol.i am sooooooorie.n wen lee.she has lotsa oreeeeeeeeeeeen.yes she is.she is silly.do anything without thinking.thats she larh.

[gtg/tell me what colour are u.let me understand u better.i noe i understands all of u well but i wants smth better.=D]



Saturday, January 12, 2008

me are bac==

lol.i noe used wrong grammar on the title.but wont this make it betta?i m so busy these few days.not really all involved the homework larh.i manage to survive.cos teachers rarely gif us work on friday except math.since she didnt saw us for 2 days.grr..guess what.i m also busy with my napping time.my eyes get seriously black just because of the waking early.ytd.after came bac home i bath n eat n sleep.ahaha.call me L.A.Z.I.E.yes i m.n today.didnt touch my homework too.

my uncle came.not those got blood conection one larh.that my dadie's frined.we didnt talk alot but might be abit closer cos.he watched me grow.from i m a baby.until today.he is cool.kind of like my god father larh.but nobody says it out larh.i still call him uncle.

his 2 daughters is adorable.are i mean.u would wana pinch their chubby dubby face man.but of course i didnt larh.aku budak baik!!lol.they are just like my sisters.so we went for dinner.an early dinner.n then.on the way back.guess what i saw.rainbow.omg .it's

rainbow

la.i didnt see rainbow for so long edi.since air are polluted.it's super cool.it's kinda like dropping from the high high blue sky.imagine u go n enjoy this with your dearest la.kay.dearest doesnt means boyfriend n girlfriend rite.y cant it just be true friends or smth?ahaha.

dunnoe why I LOVE BLUE SKY alot.since today was free so i look up to the blue sky.it turned slowly.from a greater blue to a darker one.n another darker one.until it's all black left the shinning pretty moonlight.it shows how much i love the sky.

but i m afraid sometimes.n the following will be abit slighty emo.close your damned eyes if u arent intrested.ahaha.just kidding.just dont look if u dont like.dont say brenda emo just for wad wad wad.lalalalalal.n if u are interested.just imagine what i said.yeah.do wad brenda say so.lalala

come bac to the topic.i loved the light blue sky.which makes your mood high.just like when peoples are around you.caring you.loving you.understanding you.accompanying you.those feelings are awful.uber warm.i love those feelings either.it's something nice.your heart might burst.too happie maybe?lol.n appreciate those feelings.

but.what if that light blur clear sky turns darker.u barely can see the whitey clouds.it became colder.colder than the white blue sky.maybe it's still okay cos the warm-ness just went off.your heart wont chill off that easily.but.your world started to have a liltle bit of quarrel.things might not be perfectly loveable.your heart might started to feel eache-ing.a small amount of ants bitting it?because of the sweetness just now.

n it turn darker now.where peeps are starting to leave you.not all.slowly.one by one.but you will still see your families.n your true friends.you lonely-ness is coming out.immeadiately.very soon.but not at all ofcourse.your dearest families and friends are still there for you.dont worry there is still warm this time.more warm than just now.or should i use the word warmer?it sounds wierd.

now.after hours of looking.it's gonna be a black sky.not exactly black.cos.the moon still shines on you.brightly.since there isnt any light resources from the sky.the moment people leave.more this time.i believe you all knows what's the meaning of die ryte?mean.they lie there sleeping peacefully n never wake.lol.when our dearest.dont think of friends this time.think of your families.people who born you.leaves.what u feel.i apologize maybe i did say something rather bad but this is facts.somthing u have to face ryte.take it happily.they leave happily we live happily.dont ever let them down.that's what u can do.

dont worry.after a maybe a nap.it's a new day.a bright one.tell yourself you must be strong n do better than ytd.no matter it's a sunny day or a too windy day.or a too rainy day.=D.

-------------------------emoness ends here--------------------------

u can open your damned eyes again.that's great isnt it?bwahaha.i dont meant to named your damned eyes as a pairs of damn eyes.but i have nothing betta to use.?!chill.let's talk back our ex-classmates stuff.u noe wen lee.the whitey.plus pretty .plus blury.guess what's abt her.most of u noe cos this news is seriously big issue.someone used unbelieveable..someone used miracle.it sounds like somthing very very very big.

tan wen lee joined scouts.yeah.pengakapppppp.

my round eyeballs were trying to stuff out of its' small frame.i have a small eyes.euu.n everyone is giving her a limit.of course there is still peeps who support her..but defnitely not her dearest gang.i m sorie wen lee.i noe u very well.i gaf her one months plus.but i believe.u actually can.but just that are u gona take this 'considered as super hard for u ' challenge or just give up.n i suppose u wont give up easily cos we beat your heart.so prove to us.i seriously expect that.dont let me down.i promised i will pray for u in a budha way to make u last longer.stronger.lmao.

dont look down at her that much.we should believe her.ahaha.*but this is un un un un unbelieveable.*lol.so.pray for her.n leslie.i hope your 'pro did' time tables are useful.i havent exactly look b4 for roughly heard.it's still a ???.hahaha.keep it up.dont let the sombong amelia look down u.she say.u work for three months onlee.worked for the whole year.make her eyeballs drop on the floor .bwahaaha.

kay.i suppose this is a long post.sorie if i hurt your ears or anything.take it easy.=D

with loves,
brendaaaaaa.doo doo doo.



Tuesday, January 8, 2008

i dislikey school

finally i got time for this blog.i m sorie.lol.i dump my own blog aside for a long time n just post for u all.ahaha.lmao.i m a great 2cekap-ian rite?ahahaha.do say yes.i dont reli like the class now.where i m now.not hate larh but dont reli like.hmph.alot of 'issues' make me feel not good.

i miss leslie stupid voice.julian's jokes.ah giaw's cool-ness.n everyone's everything.i tell u.3ceap is kinda noisy but not like how we did larh.it's totally diff.the way we did was like we played around the whole 'huge ' class n we skip science period n alot n alot.this one.we do chit chat onlee.just 6 girls n carlos maybe.ahaha.seldom.last time.that stupid leslie will go buat hal.n then is julian.n carlos maybe.ah giaw too.n alot more larh.owh yeah.nasri.azim n hazim n the fahim!>
hmph.but i think that stupid leslie would like his class alot.cos.amanda is in his class.haha.i could understnad y he put his lover infront of his x-classmates.hmmm.><><.i havent see so many of u n i wanted to find u guys.especially ah giaw.wen lee finding u too.lol.he was emo .yes he WAS.n i beliff he wont now.rite rite?lol.cheer up buddie.not onlee him but all of u.i noe it's imposible to see all of u at once rite.n i dont think u will tell me sad stuff if u dont beliff me.lol.maybe we arent that close?it's ok.but get my words on ur nerves.DONT WORRY BE HAPPY.=D.a happy -go -lucky person will live longer.yeah.

one more thing i wana ask.is u guys free on d mac holz?isit okay if there is smth not like party kinda like gathering but not totally.maybe a date?or a smth we go kacau at a&w?location havent decide yet larh .lol.urm.cos i nid ur response to plan larh if u guys want one.pm me kay.if u didnt on9 call me will do.016651388.lol.reply me a.s.a.p. i think if there is more than half say yes means yes rite?u can try to tell ur fren n ask him n then tell me.lol.ahah.thx!

[brenda]



Sunday, January 6, 2008

mad

hmph.a sunday nite means next day will be a schooling day.ofcourse i hope all of u will have a great monday.cos a great start will make u a better week.n i m sure peeps normally will haf one.n that's u all.lol.

i found out i got one really urm. __________ friend.let u fill in the blank.she urm. she make me wana cry. maybe laugh too. she said she had bad feelings.so ofcourse i will ask her why.she said it's abt exam.bm .their teacher want they all to score an a. n she said she will die if she didnt get one.i m really mad now.she havent try yet n she say she cant do it.ish ish ish.what i think of was.she is a stupid person.okay.i m so damn sorie.but serious larh.u havent try n u tell me u cant do it.y dont u try first.i m sure if that time u tell me will be much more better.what i m trying to say is dont tell me u cant if u havent try it.dont say no if u havent even think about it.ahaha.kay wai yien.sorie i had those kinda thinking on u.i mean the stupid one.but.make sure u tried first onlee u come n tell me u can anot.n thx for that reply.incase u dunnoe.she afraid my emo last that looooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg,she gimme a few precious words.i get it.it's super meaningful.n i m proud of u.=D.

owh yeah.i got smth great news too.our ex-monitor.i mean the form one part time monitor.yeah.leslie lye chao yee..he is 3 fasih's ketua tingkatan.poof.ahahahahaha.dai lou nak jadi.lol.n he called me tdy.asking for help?i m so sorie that i was at klang.but i hope u will done ur job greatly kay?another thing.ahaha.sorie shaf.i didnt meant to asked like that.hmph.damn guilty after asking him smth smth.gosh.i m so terrible.

sorie to those i had done wrong n congrats leslie.a new k.t. better watch out!dont lose 2c's glory.=D



Saturday, January 5, 2008

moood's swinginggggggggg

poof.my mood tdy wasnt good.so.this post may be a lil more emo.i apologize but i haf to.=D.i m thinking of alot things nowadays.al abt frens .what if i lost my frens?what if i m alone?what if ...........alot.just alot.i dislike alone.I HATE ALONE DUDE.the feeling was like.people having their own things on n then just dump u there.usper poorthing.no one wants u.omgggggggggg.i cant figure a reason why i m thinking this mannn.

we used to get through alot.
we laughed.
we cried.
we shouted.
we played.
we examed.
we studied.
we scream.
we partied.
we joked.
we chated.
we fooled.
we hung around.
we had joy.
we wadever.

what if one day i lost all of these?or maybe one or two.i m so gonna be dead.n i warn u shafiq.DONT EVER DO WHAT U TOLD ME THIS MORNING.u8 sucked.=D.get ur words back dude.i dont likey it.grr.

dunnoe y.my frens wouldnt tell me everythings.i mean anything.that hhurt like ten thousands knife poke into ur heart man.i belliff u like i did n u betrayed me like u didnt.hhaha.but luckily it isnt one of u.if not it's gona be billions of knives in my heart now.i hope not.never.what i expect was shared.is share i meannnnnnn.i dont like the way u keep it to yourself.isit rather cool?i can tell u no.definitely no.that's sucked. u dont called that a fren if u dont meant to share smth wid them.f*ck off if u didnt meant to be my friend . i need true friends but not those type.it's either share or get lost.

i dont understand peep.if there is a quest n it's onlee yes or no.they wil gif u an i dunno.i m one of it.gosh.how terrible i m.i can figure how terrible i m .i m a bad fren. a boring fren either. a 'i duwan to talk to' fren.i noe.just leave me alone.cos.i prefer to be alone that letting u thinking i am such a bad person.dont let me heard smth from others mouth like 'that brenda wadever wadever wadever.'i dont deserve it larh.i dont think that's the onle use of ur mouth



Thursday, January 3, 2008

new day

poof.today was a tiring day.not i cant wake that early but the books was seriously heavy.omg.i regret i didnt go n take those books that day.it's kind of like.thousands pounds maybe.i haf alot alot alot to say.n now.i m gona summarize it.

first.i m quite not that, a liltle bit dont like 3c.lol.cos.it sound that noisy but not those we used to be.tha one we used to be was like.shout n this n that n running here n runing there n laughed n shout n wadever.I JUST MISS THE MOMENT WE HAD .

second.i heard fahim n khaleda haf to be saperated.i m quite not that dont likey it.u noe i noe larh.lol.streaming is gona seperate besties man.not at all but it did. doo.i miss wai yien n wan tching.the moment we laugh i would like to share with u all but it is a CANT.gosh.I JUST WANNA SHARE ALL MY HAPPINES WITH U ALL.

third.i saw someone at school today.a people that many people talking about him including me.i noe i m bad.we are talking smth like he maybe gona transfer schoool or something.
yeah u larh julian yan heen han.what i heard was he is moving so he might transfer.n thanks god that he didnt. I JUST WANA TELL U ,U CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOUR 'BROTHERS' LARH.

fourth.i heard somthing hot today.miss farina.maybe gona change school.isit?or might not?sorie i m blur.but my advice is.please dont go.i cant deserve it maybe.=D.my heart almost burst out listening that 'news' larh.c'on.ahah. BABE.I CANT LOSE U COS U ARE ONE PART OF MY LIFE.

fifth.i gotta warn some one n apologize to someone.chong chao jian where is my damn present?lol.*just kidding*i should thanks all of u . hu gimme a bday wishes, n even a present.i dont mind the bear was pink but it was fluffy.a blttle that should be wishes in it but the was some eror.lol.u noe what i m talking.hahah.n owh yeah.choon shee foong.sorry i hurt your precious back larh.too long didnt see u guys edi.something special for u.=D[showed how much i loved u ]bwahahahahah.one more thing to shee foong.i haf to apologizze cos he ride home to take the present for me n i should wait for him.but.my transport came so i just went cos i cant c him.i m sorrie dudeeeeee.I WANA SAY I APRECIATE IT N REALLY SORRY ABT THAT.


n the last one is. now i noe how important friendship is.PLEASE. yeah i did say PLEASE. KEEP WHAT WE HAD NO MATTER IT WAS SWEET OR BETTER OR SOUR OR SALTY OR SMELLY OR STINKY OR NOTTY OR WADEVER LARH.JUST KEEP IT IN YOUR HEART.
O SERIOUSLY HOPE THAT'S SOMETHING MEANINGFUL TO ALL OF U.n shaf.i hope answer of the questiong i asked u [whether 2c or ur class now better] is in your heart dude.

all the best . dont kena hang up by the teacher again.ahahaha.that's not good.polute your ears onlee.save yours ears peeps.


nonody's perfect by hannah.=D

[brenda]



Wednesday, January 2, 2008

school life begins

kay.i beliff this is gona be a short post before i go n dream.lol.i just wana say.

good luck for tomorrow .a new life .hope all of us wont get a bad teacher.lol.
lol.nites peeps.i love u all!



Tuesday, January 1, 2008

new chapter of life

i believe every of our life is gona be a story. a story that we would like to review n it's gona be the special one. obviously ,every story there's chapters.n our story may have thousands or maybe millions of chapters. a chapter of school reopen? a chapter of u fell down n hurt your ass? a chapter of u had been bittin by a golden fish?*imposible*.etc.

n today.

it's so gona be a chapter of 2008.a brand new one.this chapter needs alot alot alot of papers i suppose.fear of exam?or maybe i dislike my class now? or i hate the teachers? or canteen food is delicious compared to last time?lol.no one can tell what's gona happen so.ready your paper n go on to your new life.

i heard shafiq went curve ytd?i m sure it's a nice countdown.so far what i heard was great comments onlee.except for the crowd?ahaha.i think he enjoyed there.hmph.ytd i did tha count down with amelia.she came my hse.n she was sick.but the way she played doesnt sems like she was sick.we played cards n then the game of life.n suddenly.seriously out of sudden,i recieved a phone call.once i pressed answer i heard a very cute voice.ahahahah.cute?adorable may be.ahah.but i think i know who.yeah u.dont try to deny.better admit yourself.he wished me happy new year n i was still stunning there.slow response larh i noe.lol.what i m trying to say is sorry cos i didnt wish u back n i just said bye.><.i apologized.hehe.

so how u ugys celebrate your new year?msg me if u dont mind to share .=D


you decorated my life - kenny rogers xp
All my life was a paper
What's plain, pure and white
Till the balance was right
Till you moved with your pen
Changing mood now and then
Then you added some music
Every note was in place
And anybody could see
All the changes in me
By the look on my face
And you decorated my life
Created a world where dreams are apart
And you decorated my life
By painting your love all over my heart

You decorated my life
Like a rhyme with no reason
And an unfinished song
There was no harmony
Life meant nothing to me
Until you came along
Then you came along
Then you brought out the colors
What a gentle surprise
How I'm able to see all the things life can be



[brenda]




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