yoyo.ryte after faweena.

haha.i noe i noe.i m emo to.but.noe.please.dump away your emo.i wont want u to be emo.cos.emo doesnt change anything but hurt everyone.maybe not exactly everyone but atleast.me.please please please please please.no no no no no no no emo.i mean not exactly not at all but please.cut down.haha.should i use the word cut down.

woah i tell u.pn chong ryte.dunnoe why i can slighty accept her now.maybe she is not that mean .maybe is for our own good.but i DUNNOE.i can tell u i wana be like her.ofcourse not her 'dislikey - eww -wth' tempered but.seriously her english is so good.fantastic.n she noes alot languages.i wana learn that from her.i wana learn how tough she is.i dunnoe why.from her eyes.i can feel that.it's ok if u doesnt agree cos.i don gif a damn.

come.stop talking abt school.stop abt wadever happens now.

let's talk abt memories.my memories.wana noe wana noe/??*yes .100000x*lol.maybe u don wana noe so just shh.let me express la sikit.i don care.n I DON MIND TO SHARE.not about 2cekap.not about so elderly age.something.something silly billy from brenda.so.u might noe me better.n also to make u happier.

if u had read my blog.u will saw one of the post was abt retarted brenda.ok.no matter u noe anot.read if u wana noe.shoo if say no.

brenda.i wished to be the brenda i was.last time.i m silly.fuiyoh.sangat silli billi one i tell u.there was once i went SOGO.if u noe where tats great.but that place.i won forget.cos.too memorable.my mum brought me to toilet.since i m not 'interested ' to pee.so i waited exactly outside my mum's door.

my mum was so concern that 'please darl.don ever put your finger in that gap.'once more.n again.n again.n the last time she said.she seriously said.'brenda.mummie tell u okay.u arh.no no put your finger there okay?if not pain pain de arh?i don understand why she remind me so many times.she has 6th sense?

wowowowowo.guess what happening next??i m smart that i didnt put my damn finger inside.???or i really stuff my finger at that narrow gap??or.i ran off??hahahahahahhahaha.i m not smart.of course.

I STUFFED MY DAMN DAMN FINGER IN THAT LIL LIL GAP LA!!!!!!

*tolong tolong*lol.my first react was.'mumie.my hand hor.dunnoe why stick at the door edi.'wtf.i didnt cry la.maybe i m smart in the other way.but what i noe is my finger was so so so so freezing.n i saw inside my nails all reed red.bloody red la.*incase u dunnoe what is bloody red.bloody red is the red.that our blood's red*.indirectly.i can say my finger nail was bleeding.

my mum stunned there.she really really dunnoe what to do already.until she shout my dad in n my dad slowly pull my finger out.whats next/???of course la HOSPITAL!n the car onlee i started to cry.wtf.brenda retarted..!!!!yes i am.

i still remembere.once reach there i was so freeze.dadie took my bro;s jacket for me.so it seems better.than.i cant really look cos i m still SOBBING.its pain kay.P.A.I.N.n the most fun thing.


n i m onlee a child.i stopped cry then.since i dunnoe wad that was.it was so queer i tell u.ahaha.the doctor haf to take the tape n stick my hand to the 'wadever but smth like bed' table or wadever.so excited la.ahahahaha.if he didnt tape my hand there.my hand could be moving here n there.escape from the ray??lol.

until now.my finger.hmph.


actually not.if u look nicely.there's one of them ada sikit sikit bengkok.just a bit.ahahah..

lol.my story ends.n owh yea.shee foong.thx for the talk .n i noe.2C IS FOREVER IN MY HEART.n....to those who are moody.chere up.if u are sad.think of 2c.somthing to make you enegetic.

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